User:Katxivy

hi kat ily and imysm- Nikhil

hi im kat (: i kinda sorta write music kat c on itunes, spotify, amazon music and other platforms katcontinued on soundcloud follow my ig: katxivy and add me on snap: katie-ivy for updates on the song i sang this year for talent show :)

saratoga

17.2 creative nonfic; ra: carrie

18.1 interpol; ra: maria

19.1 cog psych; ra: shaina

moments

sang an original song for the first time called "learn to love" (17.2)

got rejected by a guy (17.2)

got 1 kill in blammo (17.2)

wrote a bunch of personal essays that i'll steal from time to time for class essays bc theyre just that good (17.2)

danced with 6 guys at each dance only to realize the guy i actually liked thought i didn't like him in that way (18.1)

got one kill in blammo (18.1)

watched mean girls for the first time (18.1) sang an original song called "soulmate" (18.1)

was on the pyramid for the first dance and the last dance even though gia didn't get on top (19.1)

had iso's with bev and rachel almost every night (19.1)

got 6 blammo kills in one day, ended up with 8 total (19.1)

got blammo-ed mid-panic attack (19.1)

CARRIED my vermonster group by eating half of it (19.1)

stole a plate :) (19.1)

got esther's staff lanyard bc shes a g (19.1)

original songs

learn to love

verse 1

she's always been the shy one, never could break out, never could break out, no never could break out

she knows she won't fall in love or only be falling down, only be falling down, only be falling down

pre-chorus

what does this mean? do you really like me? x2

chorus

cause she's never been kissed before and she's never been pretty before

maybe it's could change if she smiled a bit more

she wants to dance under stars, she wants to see all your heart

does she really want to take this chance

cause she's never learned to love

verse 2

she wonders what it's like to go out on a date, go out on a date, go out on a date

she dreams of being in love without a pretty face, without a pretty face, without a pretty face

pre-chorus

chorus

bridge

i know all about this

i've never been in situations, like these

and i've never been caught up with the heart and the darkness

i've never learn to love (ooo)

alt chorus

cause i've never been kissed before and i've never been pretty before

maybe it's could change if i smiled a bit more

i want to dance under stars

i want to see all your heart

do i really want to take this chance cause

i've never learned to love

passionfruit speech

hi im kat and this is my 3rd year at cty

when writing this i kept stumbling the right words to write down because its hard to portray how this place has changed me

so i wrote a poem

i've changed from 13

where i wished for invisibility

my squirrel year dream to be unseen

i thought i was a liability

i somehow grew from that shell

i sang my own song for the first time as well

i drowned in my sadness i could not bear

but in you guys i trusted would care

i remember the little things all right

the beautiful fluorescent swinging lights

chalk on the ground

and how ive always lived on rounds

i grew to fourteen

where i grew into insecurity

which believe me is still here

just has less visibility

i fell in love with this place again

ran into some toxic ends

but i forgive you for what you said

after all we are just trying our best old friend

fifteen is now here

and i wish that the time wasnt near

to say farewell is a leap of courage

that i dont know how to manage

im not perfect, ive made mistakes

i hope you can forgive me for the failure to give or take

even though i had may have had the worst low

im satisfied the way things are coming to close

i meant everything in my song

to call this place anything but home is just wrong

from avocado toast

to canon songs i love the most

to brain hats

and all that

to friendzoning

to isoing

to blammo spoons

activities after noon

leg tag, frisbee, and other sports

to you all i hope to support

call me when u feel down

because you are not alone just look around

this past 3 weeks have been fun

ive somewhat enjoyed morning runs

ur strength i admire

please continued to inspire

getting through pctyd is not gonna be easy

but stay in touch loves i know it sounds cheesy

i admire every one of you

u are bulletproof in my memory

i wish i didnt have to say goodbye too

but this is just reality

from now on i will never forget this place i knew

it will be hard to get through

its time to say adieu

i like you i love you i cty you

i love cty and i love the passionfruit